I boldly proclaimed 2019 as my year of leveling up and did in multiple ways, but boy oh boy, I was not prepared for how “leveling up” was going to manifest in my life. The best way to describe 2019 is it was a thrilling, terrifying, gratifying, frustrating rollercoaster with the highest of highs and lowest of lows. Last year was a big lesson in living in the moment, even when the moment is not what you want it to be. It’s a lesson I’m still learning and probably will be for the rest of my life, but in the meantime I want to share what I know now.
After almost nine months of Topical Steroid Withdrawal, I have abandoned moisture withdrawal (again), started acupuncture, and finally understand how adrenal fatigue has been affecting my mood and emotions. It's been a roller coaster friends, but I'm finally starting to feel better mentally and emotionally. I wish I could say that overall my skin is doing better, but that would be a lie. I'm dealing with hypo pigmentation again, redness, itching and of course dryness. What would Topical Steroid Withdrawal be without without dry skin and flakes?
I am currently in the seventh month of topical steroid withdrawal, and things finally seem to be improving. Returning to moisture withdrawal has significantly reduced the amount of flake-age, and I'm so grateful. However, I did use Shea butter this weekend, because I was itching like crazy! I'm learning that what my body needs varies from day to day, and I'm doing my best to listen and provide.
Traveling while going through Topical Steroid Withdrawal can seem impossible. With the constant flaking, inflamed red, purple and sometimes gray skin (why…why would you be gray?!?), incessant itching, and chronic insomnia, why would anyone want to leave the house? Not to mention looking in the mirror and not recognizing yourself! It’s already a struggle to leave the house in your home state, but to go to another state or country and meet new people? That’s a lot to ask of a TSW sufferer. So why combat all these obstacles just to travel? If you’ve been following my blog for a while you know that I struggle with being still. Sometimes I do need to just sat down and stay put, but I also gain a lot from traveling, experiencing new cultures, and visiting friends.
As you know, I'm going through topical steroid withdrawal...again. The benefit of going through it a second time is that I know what to expect. The drawback of going through it a second time is that it's not the same as the first time, which is a blessing and a curse. Month 5 has proven to be the curse. TSW has been throwing me some curve balls and really making my life a pain. Despite it all, I have a plan of action moving forward, and I'm staying positive, because I know healing is possible, and healing is coming. Watch below for the detailed update and to learn more about staph infection, adrenal fatigue, leaky gut, and candida overgrowth...I have a lot going on this month.
For the fourth month in a row I’ve waited until the very last minute to write my post for the month. Even though I usually know what I’m going to post about well in advance, I continue to procrastinate, because I keep picking these topics that hit very close to home and force me to examine, critique, and better myself. Yay! So much fun…that’s sarcasm if you didn’t catch it. A few nights ago I procrastinated by making an epic playlist of my favorite R&B songs from the 90s and 2000s. You should definitely listen because I have amazing taste in music and this playlist is nostalgic af: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6IMgR9w03EQRDNoP7ZA2Qr?si=qeCJvcbFSs-EkyHzuKkCsA
Welp, that’s enough avoiding the hard truths for now. You want to know what it’s like being an independent, high functioning, chronically ill person, and I’m going to tell you, but first let me give a brief history for context.
On May 29th I turned 30 years old and Just Du Pree The Blog turned four years old. I had no idea what I was getting myself into when I launched this blog, but I’m still here, writing and sharing my truth. These past four years have been a major period of transformation and growth; this blog being a huge part of that process. Even still, as I approached 30 I battled with many thoughts of inadequacy and fell down the trap of comparing myself to others.
On April 1st, the year of our Lord 2019, I stopped using my eczema medication. In the last few updates I talked about how the medication wasn't working as well, and I wasn't sure what I needed to do. Well after getting a stronger prescription and upping the applications per day, I still wasn't getting favorable results. It's always been my goal to heal naturally and eliminate the use of steroids, so now I'm back on track to reaching that goal.
Y’all…I wrote and produced a solo cabaret. As I type these words I’m still kind of in shock that I pulled it off. I’ve wanted to produce my own show since I moved home in 2015, but I’ve been too afraid. However, if you’ve been following my blog for a while you already know that my motto is “do it afraid,” and honey, I did it terrified!
It's the second Monday of the month which means it's time for another blog post! I had planned to share how transitioning to an alkaline vegan lifestyle is going, but I'm currently producing my first solo show ever and it's taking up all of my time. However, it's 100% related to the blog, because I'll be sharing details about my eczema journey and dealing with various insecurities. If you've been following me for a while you know my motto is "do it afraid," and believe me, producing a solo show for the first time is scary! I'm doing so many things I've never done before, but I'm so excited to perform and share my story.
I'm Lauren a.k.a. Just
Du Pree, and this is my blog about healing, self-love, and faith. After reading the blog check out some of my original work in the videos section, then head to upcoming to see what I'm working on next. Thanks for stopping by!